Risked unworthy

Sitting here alone
Switched off the lights
Listening to music
Loudest as possible
Losing myself
Leaving reality
Focusing on writing
Letting my mind
Flow without restraint
Leaving with unexpected
These day the results

Darkness wrapping its arms
Protectively around me
Blending into the night
Becoming night itself
Emotions are becoming a burden
Emotions are getting in the way
Thinking about switching them off
Only remembering what happened
The last time I tried
Still recovering from
Those days when
I switched off my emotions
Hurt of the world
Masking whoever I was
Unwilling to be found
Deeper I search
The more confused I am
These emotions should disappear
Don’t need it in my life
Not now
Probably not ever

Rant 12 October

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